5.29.2012

On Butterfly Wings. (A Birthday)



  Last weekend we celebrated our niece Ariel turning one year old. She had a butterfly-themed party on a perfect sunshine day! There was a cupcake cake, balloon animal (and balloon armor) fights, sharing of tootsie pops, and a huge mermaid piƱata! Today is her real birth day.
Happy birthday, Ariel!

Sushi With Charlie.

 

The only thing better in the world than sushi is all-you-can-eat sushi! My brother Charlie and I ate five rolls and two orders of mussels in green sauce between us (my first time eating shellfish...it was...interesting.) I'm already dreaming about the next time I'll get to eat sushi again. A certain husband of mine (hint: I only have one) doesn't like the idea of eating raw fish. Bummer. I love it! =)

Our World.


This little dark-haired, cuddly bundle--with a tried-and-true pair of strong lungs--has turned our world completely upside down, and we are loving it! We can't eat, sleep, or plan anything in our daily activities without first thinking, "Would Clarke like that?" or "Will Clarke behave through it?" or even sometimes, "Will Clarke sleep through it?" Like when we wanted to watch The Avengers and went to the over-packed theater armed with bottles, blankets, extra clothes, and everything else we could think of in case he woke up. I had him in the Baby Bjorn and kept glancing down every time there was a loud noise (which was pretty much every 30 seconds), expecting to see his little eyes open, but, nothing! It was the most distracted I've ever been during a movie at the theater, but at least I didn't have to duck out as I had expected.

Clarke is usually pretty good with noise. It's when his surroundings are too quiet that he gets restless and wakes up easily. His favorite noise in our home is the bathroom fan--it quiets him down almost immediately! I'm going to be in trouble if we ever move. After watching The Avengers at the movie theater in Downtown Disney, we took a walk down Main Street at Disneyland. There were crowds and crowds of people and the fireworks were going off, and still Clarke didn't wake up! It was astounding to me. But I'm sure it won't last so I'm enjoying it while I can.

Franco finished his first year of medical school last week, hooray! I'm incredibly proud of him and it's possible I let him play games on his iPod for hours on end as a reward for his non-stop studying the past year. The first year they say is the hardest, but it's as if he was always meant to be a medical student because he loves it and did so well. We celebrated with a trip to Disneyland with a few of Franco's classmates, and Clarke went on his first ride! He was awake all through It's a Small World, his little head turning from one side to another, taking in all the colors and songs. 

I can't get enough of watching my little one experience things for the first time. It's my favorite thing about being a mother, I think. Every day I see the world through his new eyes and it's like I'm seeing it for the first time. It's pretty amazing! I'm so, so grateful.

5.13.2012

Happy Mother's Day!

I am head over heels in love with these two "little" guys!
And I am over the moon excited to celebrate my first mother's day.
It's a feeling like no other and I feel very lucky.
Happy Mother's Day!

5.02.2012

Life Is Beautiful.


I have about 4.2 seconds before little Clarke wakes up for yet another feeding, so I'll make this short. He's two and a half weeks old, this miracle of ours, and already I can't imagine life without him. 

Every morning after another long night as the sun comes up, (sometimes we're already awake and we listen to the birds chirping happily outside our window as the light grows and filters through) I look into baby's eyes and whisper, "Good morning, love. It's going to be a beautiful day today." We might not do anything special or even venture outside more than the walk it takes to pick up the day's mail, but it does always end up being another beautiful day because Clarke is now forever a part of our lives. His sweet spirit makes everything good. I'm loving these moments we've had alone together and I'm not really looking forward to getting back into "everyday life." I can afford to be selfish for a little while longer...right?